カラフルワールド

Absolutely in love with Tomohisa Sako's video for Colorful World. (or more like totally in love with him) 
He looks so happy ~ ^^ ~
Please watch it if you'd like for some cuteness and smiles ^^

Colorful World

Days of Mon

I always feel like I'm inclined to feel a certain way about Mondays. Either happy with expectations for the week or just constant dreading for the start of it. Today, or rather, yesterday, was really exhausting. I felt myself deteriorating at a faster rate and it was very troublesome. And then my perfect schedule for spring semester was changed because one of the class time was altered. I was unconsciously waiting for a trigger, and as trivial as it seems, that was it. 

And then I just spent the next half hour or so bawling. I went to sleep for what I thought was days turned out only to be an hour. I stopped sleeping but I wasn't awake. The world was still a beautiful, horrible place. 

It's cold.

I'm cold. 

風立ちぬ

The other day I got a chance to see kaze tachinu with one of my good college friend. It was really really amazing, of course no less than you'd expect from Studio Ghibli or Miyazaki San.

So if you have the time and opportunity, please watch it to the very end.

げんきです，でも， ちょっと，つかれた

Whiling patiently waiting for autumn to arrive, I realized it was already winter. Autumn never came. That left me with an empty feeling in my stomach. Or maybe it's because of my lack of lunch. 
Standing on the train platform, all I could hear was the sound of wind singing and yesterday's rain. Christmas is coming again and so are my friends from out of city colleges. I should be excited and happy. I should be blasting Christmas music singing along loudly until my parents tell me to shut up. I should be asking people about what they want for Christmas. 
But I always feel like this when the weather starts to get cold. I hate it. I hate it so much. 
I don't have time to feel upset. I'm tired. Again.