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Memories of the wind
If I sing to you,
Will you listen to my worries? 
If you sing to me, 
Will you tell me yours? 

Please enjoy a wonderful song by Anri Kumaki. ^^

"The blue Earth planted in my heart, the full moon floating in the night sky. 
The flowers of the Earth planted in my heart, a sun that never sets." 

Unnecessary

Recently I've come to a revelation that I haven't visited or used blogger in a while because I didn't need it anymore. I only wrote, or had random outbreaks of wanting to write, whenever I was feeling lonely or somber. That would be good news. Long periods of time without posts would be happier days and full of positive emotions me. That would be good news, but then there is the appearance of this post. 

Now that I have officially begun the 2nd year of college, the pressures of choosing a major no longer crept behind, but are shoved in my seemingly apathetic carefree face. There is so much desire to create a dream future that I just want to pick something and just go with the flow. Is it that terrible to have vague interest in many fields? It is that necessary to choose a major that might dictate your career? 

& I haven't quite found what I'm looking for yet. 

I hope you all are well. The weather is changing bit by bit so please take care. ~

Fernweh

Fernweh n. (German): feeling homesick for a place you have never been to

I'm not quite sure what it is but every morning for the past week I felt like I could roll out of bed, take a flight of stairs and leisurely make breakfast for myself. But every day I wasn't able to do so, not only because of the year-old pan of pasta that a colony of flies have inhabited, because I wasn't home. I didn't have a refrigerator or my own cup to pour orange juice into. That doesn't exactly bother me but in the back of my brain I am being constantly reminded: 

• So, are you going to transfer here? 
• So, what are you going to major in?
• So, have you found what you're looking for? 
• SO what are you going to do? 

After a week of going to class, not taking the MTA, making friends, eating omelettes for breakfast, showering while stepping on shoes, signing into Wi-Fi every night and exploring avenues I can't differentiate, my head is still somewhere in the clouds that just won't bring rain for the flowers to bloom. 

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Now I'm into week two and I am becoming more comfortable and acquainted with the area, with the people and the place. But I have been missing home, missing my family, my boyfriend and my friends. 

Fernweh. The place where the road stretches for miles with grass and flowers accompanying my journey on my bike. The clouds cheering me on my journey. Where will I end up? 

Dear,

Hello non-existent readers ~ (insert laughter here) 

Long time no, blog? 

I think, a lot of my blog posts were driven by my negative feelings and emotions and I tend to blog less when I don't feel those types of emotions. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, I suppose. But now, my spirits are lifted and usually, quite often, in a swell mood. So that's pretty much the latest update on things? XD 

But I will find a way to go back to the A Word A Day original idea. I haven't gotten the time to leisurely read and dig for new vocabulary but I really want to pick that up again. Um, for the time being I am just enjoying the present and trying to spend as much time with my significant other as possible. So I think you now know a big part of the reason why I am more, happy? ( ＾◡＾)っ❤

I mean there are definitely doubts and concerns and skepticism but I am trying to think on the brighter side of things. Also, convincing myself that dreaming and thinking way too far ahead is okay and that being all excited and giggly is normal. So all in all, things are good. ^^ 

I hope things are going well for you as well. Spring is approaching (final-fcking-ly) and I hope you are enjoying the nice weather and blooming flowers. 

Please stay healthy. (^‿^✿)

ღ

From now on, I'll be in your care. 
Please take good care of me. 

Thoughtful Wishes

I don't think I've ever truly understood the quote "You are truly happy when you least think of it." Or, something along those lines. But when my mind drifts off and I start to think about the chain of events that has lead up to now, I think I understand now. I'm actually quite surprised to see myself giggling and grinning and whatnot. Telling others, I am really elated to hear thoughtful wishes. Well, I'm just elated overall. I guess, I'm just excited to fall in love. 

We'll do our best and give it our all ~ ღ

Raindrops

The weather has been getting warmer (well actually just today) so all's well. 
I opened a page to post and totally brain farting right now with my homework in front of me. 
I hope the days have been getting warmer for you too. 

Tomorrow is the daylight saving time, one hour ahead, and I would definitely trade less sleep for sunnier days so I'm looking forward to that. 
I recently quit my job and today is the first Saturday in, I think, a couple of months, that I have actually stayed home and rested. It's nice to know I still have time to study and that I don't have to go to school tomorrow. But even though I quit because I didn't have enough time, I wish in the free time I did have I could go to work. Stupid minimum hour requirement. I miss my coworkers. 
But yeah, my birthday was awesomeee and whenever I'm pissed or down I just think about it and my bad mood goes away ~ 
Now I'm just hopping from one topic to the next and it irks me sometimes I'm so incoherent. But speaking of hopping, Easter apparently is coming soon, I saw a lot of eggs on sale at RiteAid and I was looking for Hershey's Caramel Kisses, but they didn't have any. (′︿‵｡)

Well to make up for this poor post, here is some music ~ 

I first heard them in the subway and woah, they were fantastic ~ ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
And plus, their band name? So cool 

Laterz ~

march 1st 2014 ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

BESTEST BIRTHDAY EVERRRR 

I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT AND I AM STILL PRETTY ELATED AND YEAH I THINK MY MOM IS RIGHT I CAN BE HAPPY FOR A WHOLE YEAR IF NOT FIVEEVER 

THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH (๑>◡<๑)

I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) ~ ♪

maybe details later on, i've written about it about three times already though XD

She is a Rainbow

I'm not quite sure how to feel about the irregular pace that my passing days are taking. It's a good thing the music is still steady. 
But my heart is wavering. 

Chapter 48

Ok so technically it's not finished yet with untold stories to come but main is over (I think) which leaves me with emptiness.
Even so, thank you Robiko-San for Tonari no Kaibutsu Kun ^^

I look forward to the respective stories ~

*Tonari no Kaibutsu Kun is a wonderful manga, both in art and story. So if you'd like, please read it til the end ^^

Tonari no Kaibutsu-Kun

The thought of Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun ending makes me verrryyyyyy sad 

What should I doooo 

Eternal Glory to the Odd Jobs

BESTEST AWESOMEST MOVIE EVER 

I couldn't find a picture with all of them ><