Abash

abash verb to embarrass

Where is the line crossed? Who decides when the strings are cut? Maybe I'm just being hopeful; the strings were never attached in the first place. And no matter how much of an optimistic view I might have, we will never find our way back because it was never meant to be.
The phrase is so fucking cliche. I used it hundreds of time just to appease myself. It's really annoying; I can't get myself to be persuaded it's the stupidest thing. I already know definately it's a no. I'm not sure what kind of role I want the past to be. I just feel so uncomfortable. Since I can't come up with a legitimate excuse, I'll just blame them on hormones.