Eschew

eschew v. to avoid, shun

Today's word was chosen because it is a rather cute word. I don't think there is a way to say it that won't follow with slight giggles. I hope that was phrased in a way that made sense..
I've finished my homework for tomorrow, but I should begin with the others that are due next week. Sleeping at twelve o'clock won't work anymore, every blink of an eye is just a step closer to falling asleep. But, maybe I'll leave that for tomorrow.
I finished building Going Merry on Sunday~ It is now happily next to Thousand Sunny in a clean space in my room. I'll upload a picture soon?
Lately, I've been thinking about Natsume Takashi. How he is so nice even to those that aren't to him, how he is so sincere and works hard to help other humans and youkai. Most people think fantasizing about fictional characters is, well to put it simply, stupidly retarded. In some ways, I guess it could be. But, when I watch Natsume Yuujinchou, I want to be just as nice and helpful to others. When I watch Gintama and One Piece, I think about the importance of risking everything for what you think is important. Kimi to Boku is definately a portrayal of the friendship I hope to make.
Now that I'm going off on a tangent, guess I'll stop here to avoid further embarrassment.

Thanks for reading ^^

Abate

abate v. to become less in amount or intensity

School has recently started. I am constantly reminded of the past days as the weather starts to get colder. But no complaints here, I fell in love with the September breeze.
I have three AP classes, so procrastination is not an option. Even so, I've started a new manga, Dengeki Daisy. Reading shoujo mangas get me a little bit depressed, because I always reminiscence and dream about that kind of romance. I'm a hopeless romantic aren't I?
Today, something in me stirred so I searched up that song again. The song we heard on the rooftop on the last day. But this time, I didn't cry. I stopped the song before it ended. I'm waiting for the day when I can smile wholeheartedly about those days we all spent together. But I fear what the future holds.
My blog views have increased since the last time I've signed on. Thank you for all that have read, or even passed by. ^^
I haven't written in my other blog because it bothers me a little writing such personal things for someone I know to see. Even if she is my best friend; I guess that is something I have to overcome. Being honest sure is difficult.
And without my consent, the leaves continue to fall. It will be time for me to rake them again. As the sun's warmth abates, so will my energy.

I hope you have warm clothes for the upcoming winter.

and hope the sun doesn't stop shining
because I'll never get tired of you smiling © 

Heartache

I just finished re-watching Clannad & Clannad After Story. I remember when I had first told my friend about it, she also noted that the art was good, but she found it to be too boring. I laughed and said it was only the first episode. I don't want to come up with something my mind wants, but I don't quite remember what she said after. I wonder if she would've liked it if she had knew it would be about such a wondrous story. There's nothing quite like Clannad to get my wretched heart aching.

Disconcert

disconcert verb to upset the calm


I was asked a question yesterday that I could not answer. When she asked, I was surprised she shifted the conversation in that direction. I wasn't sure what to reply. "That, that's a pretty good question. I...I don't know." I wasn't upset that she asked, I was pissed because I didn't know the answer.  But, the anger subsided when my nephew threw up on my shirt. (no sarcasm intended) I'm glad he felt better afterward.
"So, what do you love?" she asked.

Anger-y

The idea of Kimi to Boku and Tsuritama ending puts me in a very upsetting mood. Or, I should say, the end of any anime is no good.
NO GOOD.

Abash

abash verb to embarrass

Where is the line crossed? Who decides when the strings are cut? Maybe I'm just being hopeful; the strings were never attached in the first place. And no matter how much of an optimistic view I might have, we will never find our way back because it was never meant to be.
The phrase is so fucking cliche. I used it hundreds of time just to appease myself. It's really annoying; I can't get myself to be persuaded it's the stupidest thing. I already know definately it's a no. I'm not sure what kind of role I want the past to be. I just feel so uncomfortable. Since I can't come up with a legitimate excuse, I'll just blame them on hormones.

Orisinal

I remember when my cousin first showed me this game site when I was around 6 years old. I definitely did not expect games that had beautiful graphics, amazing music and entertaining games. The music is always nostalgic and soothing. 


I just wanted to share such awesome-ness to you guys. (Whoever/Whomever you guys happen to be) 


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